44. ive been gone for a while
08-26-2009It’s been more than a month. I guess right now my life is perfect huh? But what am I doing here right now?
Well, you know me. Rant, rant, rant, rant.
Aside from no body else reads shit here. I hate that most of my friends can’t blog anymore. And that they’ve never got together ever since I left. I worked so fucking hard for that fucking friendship and I really don’t get why they don’t meet up for a cup of coffee once a more or even less.
Now I’m wondering if they were real friends before. I can’t believe they can go this long without seeing each other.
I need new friends, my friends now are lame.
42. i knew it
07-13-2009I read from somewhere:
Although I don’t think it is documented, but for women, a drastic change in hairstyle could be a way for them to cope up with a traumatic experience such as a break up. Where a change of hairstyle could mean a change of pace, women do it because they want to move on. They want a new beginning of some sort.
I just realized something. She had her hair cut when I left.
I knew it!
41. dreams
07-1-2009I know I’m not home sick. I don’t miss anyone back home. Heck, it’s been a while since I called.
But for the past couple of nights, I’ve been dreaming about work friends and relatives and my family back home.
It’s weird because I’ve never dreamt of any of them before, not until now. I guess although when I’m awake, I feel as though I’m not home sick. The truth is though, I’m crying inside.
Kinda creepy and weird at the same time.
You know what I do miss?
My yaya’s cooking.
23. enter my realm
11-7-2008
Ok. A week of November has already passed and I haven’t blogged about anything taboo or dirty or even something mildly disturbing. Is this a sign? Am I getting better? Am I stepping out of the dark side? FOOLS! NEVER! This is who I am! But as weird as this may sound, I am in a slump right now; even dark sides have writer’s block. Yeah I know. I have nothing.
So I’d like to play a game with my fans. Yes you, that lonesome persona in the back row. Stand up and give me three brilliant ideas for a blog topic. It could be anything from impure thoughts to disgusting habits. It could be something nasty that I’ve done to stuff I fantasize about.
Also for those blog hoppers that have stumbled upon my forest of decay, you’re also welcome to join in our game. Leave your email address in my comment box so I can give you access to my unworthy posts.
The winner will take home my undying gratitude and a hundred thousand points of nothing. So lets start the ball rolling. Guys and girls, give me your souls!
01. secret messages to anyone
08-11-2008My plan is simple. Do you remember the time you did something embarrassing? Thought of something a little bit taboo? Then, people would tell you, “dude, that’s just sick. Keep your thoughts and your hands to your fucking self.” And you do. You place the thought in a box, close the box, lock it and throw away the key and you stack it in a cool dark place behind your mind and forget about it. But, what happens when you run out of space? This right here is my repository of stuff I dare not say in real life to real people. Instead of storing it in my brain, I will keep it here, locked forever.
Well, until someone finds out. Then, I have to move on.
Feel free to browse through NOTHING. The truth is, I have to keep everything locked, hidden in this place. If you want access ask me. If I deem you significant, I will let you in. But like what I’ve said before, enter at your own risk.
